Under the moonlight, you raised the blade to your wrist, you planned to dig deeper this time so you would feel the pain more. When suddenly your door was thrown open, Mathias standing with a smile on his face until he realised what you were about to do.
“[y/n]! What are you doing?!”
Your head fell downwards as the blade slipped from your hand, tears slipping with it. Mathias slowly made his way to you, bending down and taking the blade, throwing it away somewhere before his arms wrapped around you, body quaking with every tear.
“[y/n]...I’m sorry, I yelled I just-I couldn’t take it, seeing you about hurt yourself like that,” Burying his head into your shoulder blade, mumbling. “Why didn’t you say you were in pain?”
“You wouldn't understand!” You exclaimed between hiccups. “I just can’t take it anymore...no matter what, I always feel so alone, like no one really understands me...”
A whimper escaped Mathias as he clutched onto you tighter. “I understand! I understand more than anyone! Everyone says I’m too loud and I'm annoying but if I’m not...I-I feel like they won’t notice me...”
Your eyes widened as tears began falling faster, Mathias crying with you and for the first time, you felt as though someone understood you and how you felt, you knew you weren’t alone. Under the moonlight, you found solace in each other.